Friday, February 29, 2008

desperatyon........Iswear those aren,t the keys I hit

I am in so much pain. I'm so restless and have no desire to do anything. I hate Fibro.....I hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It deadens me alittle bit more everyday. I sometimes feel like I cannot go on for long.....I would like to pray right now.
Father, please help to take this pain from me. I need a break from the physical and mental torture. If it is not your will to do so .....please help me to cope through this....I feel anxious and caged......I try to be still Father....but I can't....I cry out...for you hand of mercy to heal me....I am weak...I need to be free.
I don't know that I would ever hurt myself....but I'm pretty sure I've lost my mind.

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